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Chapter One: The Little Things
The little things always got to me. The way Murdoc always hit me, and called me names. It hurt so much. Like a knife being plunged into my heart. Each time it hurt so much, more than my migraines, more than the impact of that hit to the face that day.
I always knew that day was special. I loved him. It took me years to come to that conclusion. I just never told him. I knew he would look at me in disgust, snarling and cringe his face as he called me a “faggot”.
Today he went too far. He told me to go die. Sure, I think he’s said that before, but I dunno I just decided I can’t take it anymore. His “hobby” of bullying me…it’s not so easy to handle anymore. I used to just take it. I loved him, it shouldn’t bother me. But, as I watch him periodically bring whores into the house, and let him beat the shit out of me. I began to break, crack. I knew one day I would shatter.
Cutting could only ease the pain for a day, and it was really hard to hide. My pills were also a deathly problem. I overdosed once and scared the crap out of Noods and Russ.
I always knew I would shatter and today was going to be that day. My life was so insignificant. I had done nothing with it. I just played keyboard and sang songs. Murdoc made it very clear I was a “worthless piece of shit”.
So as I raised the gun to my temple, I said my last goodbyes. I didn’t bother to leave a note. They know why I did it, or only part of it. ‘Goodbye Noodle, Russle, Paula, everyone’ my mind scrolled over the people that I know will grieve over me the most.
Murdoc. That one name it haunted me. I know he won’t miss me. He wanted me dead in the first place. “Murdoc, I love you. I’ll miss you the most,” I said aloud. I pulled the trigger just as I heard someone barge into my room.
It was too late, I fell to the floor. Plunk. My head hurt much more than any other headache I ever had. My eyes fluttered and I could see Murdoc come into view. Murdoc was shouting something, I couldn’t hear what, but before I plummeted into darkness, I heard him say something, barely.
“I love you Stuart.”
The little things always got to me. The way Murdoc always hit me, and called me names. It hurt so much. Like a knife being plunged into my heart. Each time it hurt so much, more than my migraines, more than the impact of that hit to the face that day.
I always knew that day was special. I loved him. It took me years to come to that conclusion. I just never told him. I knew he would look at me in disgust, snarling and cringe his face as he called me a “faggot”.
Today he went too far. He told me to go die. Sure, I think he’s said that before, but I dunno I just decided I can’t take it anymore. His “hobby” of bullying me…it’s not so easy to handle anymore. I used to just take it. I loved him, it shouldn’t bother me. But, as I watch him periodically bring whores into the house, and let him beat the shit out of me. I began to break, crack. I knew one day I would shatter.
Cutting could only ease the pain for a day, and it was really hard to hide. My pills were also a deathly problem. I overdosed once and scared the crap out of Noods and Russ.
I always knew I would shatter and today was going to be that day. My life was so insignificant. I had done nothing with it. I just played keyboard and sang songs. Murdoc made it very clear I was a “worthless piece of shit”.
So as I raised the gun to my temple, I said my last goodbyes. I didn’t bother to leave a note. They know why I did it, or only part of it. ‘Goodbye Noodle, Russle, Paula, everyone’ my mind scrolled over the people that I know will grieve over me the most.
Murdoc. That one name it haunted me. I know he won’t miss me. He wanted me dead in the first place. “Murdoc, I love you. I’ll miss you the most,” I said aloud. I pulled the trigger just as I heard someone barge into my room.
It was too late, I fell to the floor. Plunk. My head hurt much more than any other headache I ever had. My eyes fluttered and I could see Murdoc come into view. Murdoc was shouting something, I couldn’t hear what, but before I plummeted into darkness, I heard him say something, barely.
“I love you Stuart.”
This is a Studoc/MurdocX2D fanfiction. I'm sorry its so sad >.< i also intend to continue it with the intent Murdoc falls in love with an OC. If you don't like that, you don't have to read this. Enjoy
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