Chapter One: The Little Things
The little things always got to me. The way Murdoc always hit me, and called me names. It hurt so much. Like a knife being plunged into my heart. Each time it hurt so much, more than my migraines, more than the impact of that hit to the face that day.
I always knew that day was special. I loved him. It took me years to come to that conclusion. I just never told him. I knew he would look at me in disgust, snarling and cringe his face as he called me a “faggot”.
Today he went too far. He told me to go die. Sure, I think he’s said that before, but I dunno I just decided I can’t take it anymore. His “hobby” of bullying me…it’s not so easy to handle anymore. I used to just take it. I loved him, it shouldn’t bother me. But, as I watch him periodically bring whores into the house, and let him beat the shit out of me. I began to break, crack. I knew one day I would shatter.
Cutting could only ease the pain fo